album: "Everything That obtained Us Here" (2015)

1. Intro2. Climb Up3. Left Behind4. Learn To Love5. Half Alive6. The man That never Was7. Because that What It"s Worth8. I"ll be Fine9. Revolve The Page10. In love Memory11. The One through No One


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1. Intro

This goes to my, mine brothers and my friendsMy mom that i missMy lover who holds my kissYou’re the factor why I’ve viewed the points I’ve seenI go the things I didI’ve live the life i have livedYou’re the reason why

2. Increase Up

Hold ~ above my mommy said, don’t offer up top top thisGo on my lover said, you were meant for thisThis is all ns have, this is all ns knowI could never let the go, every my life the filled me up with hopeI won’t quit, this is mine purposeAnd even through the struggles and hard time it’s fucking precious itYou gotta climb up, increase up, climb upYou gotta hit it, struggle it, struggle itYou can’t simply follow, follow, followGreatness can not arise through common livesIt’s never easy to get what you want, step up your driveThrow doubt aside when you fight because that what girlfriend loveYour desires are shot and there’s a opportunity to provide upDon’t provide up, present your guts, present them what you’re do ofOverwhelmed by doubt, life’s currents wore me downLosing what I require foundI’m adrift, out of it, alone among the crowdYou gotta climb up, climb up, rise upYou gotta fight it, hit it, fight itYou can’t simply follow, follow, followGreatness can not arise through typical livesYou gotta rise up, climb up, rise upYou gotta struggle it, struggle it, fight itYou can’t simply follow, follow, followGreatness can not arise through common livesHold ~ above my mother said, don’t offer up ~ above thisGo on mine lover said, girlfriend were intended for thisHold ~ above my mommy said, don’t give up on thisGo on mine lover said, friend were intended for thisYou gotta climb up, climb up, rise upYou gotta struggle it, hit it, fight itYou can’t just follow, follow, followGreatness can’t arise through common livesYou gotta rise up, rise up, rise upYou gotta struggle it, hit it, fight itYou can’t simply follow, follow, followGreatness can’t arise through typical lives

3. Left Behind

I"ve been placed with the job of burn what I have actually left of any kind of hope that ns hadAvoiding hopelessnessHe more tough I shot the more I autumn into a feet that"s also deep to climb up that is wallsI can"t rest freeI obtained a emotion the world just left me behindEvery attempt that ns make"s not enough to acquire byAnd there"s no catching up this timeOh, it prices enough to do your dreams go brokeOh, this costs enough to make your desires go brokeWhen will this endWhen will certainly I finally begin to push previous all the troubles I"ve to be drowning inI"m sick and tired of all the liarsThey"re telling me the life gets betterIf I"d just pull myself togetherI acquired a feeling the people just left me behindEvery attempt that ns make"s not sufficient to get byAnd there"s no recording up this timeConsistent let down, all the means downInsistence won"t help, that"s what I"ve foundI obtained a feeling the world just left me behindAnd there"s no recording up this timeOh, this prices enough to make your desires go brokeOh, this costs enough to make your dreams go brokeThey"re offering failures come me, acquisition pendingI can"t afford them, but I can"t protect against spendingOh, this costs enough to make your dreams go brokeThis life"s acquired me downI struggle simply to discover the hard groundMy thoughts space deceivingI can"t shiver this feelingI require a new beginningI acquired a feeling the human being just left me behindEvery attempt that i make"s not enough to gain byAnd there"s no recording up this timeConsistent permit down, every the way downInsistence won"t help, that"s what I"ve foundI acquired a emotion the human being just left me behindAnd there"s no catching up this timeWhen will this endWhen will certainly I finally start to push past all the problems I"ve been drowning in

4. Discover To Love

You"re dodging each reflectionMirrors haunt your soul, shake her bonesI think you"re missing something darling leave the hole it"s no your homeOf every the troubles that you concern over leave those thoughts aloneYou keep losing grip on what you loveYou host tight, however it"s never ever tight enoughYou"re losing everythingYou"ll earn the love you want once you learn to love yourselfYou keep losing sight the what went wrongIt theatre back, however the visions left friend lostYou"re losing everythingYou"ll earn the love friend want once you learn to love yourselfForgive me fatherFor I have actually sinnedI met the adversary on mine shoulderThen ns let that inWhen no one could save meHe stated he"d safeguard meAnd through no authorize from aboveCould you fucking reprimand meI’m fighting myselfI’m going crazy againI’m simply so damn worn down of your voice in my headSlow down, sluggish downThis civilization will make you think it"s all around what you seeYou keep losing grip ~ above what friend loveYou hold tight, yet it"s never ever tight enoughYou"re losing everythingYou"ll earn the love girlfriend want as soon as you find out to love yourselfYou keep shedding sight of what go wrongIt dram back, however the visions left girlfriend lostYou"re shedding everythingYou"ll knife the love girlfriend want as soon as you discover to love yourselfI wonder how long that you have the right to go on believing you"re a strangerThat you"ll never belong in your very own skinI"m here to tell you you"re far from nothingYou keep losing grip on what girlfriend loveYou host tight, yet it"s never ever tight enoughYou"re shedding everythingYou"ll earn the love friend want when you discover to love yourselfYou keep shedding sight the what go wrongIt dram back, however the visions left friend lostYou"re shedding everythingYou"ll knife the love girlfriend want once you learn to love yourself

5. Half Alive

I constantly heard rumors about "behind the scenes"I found out that they"re true, despite vicious and obsceneI’m offering out false handshakes till my wrists breakEach interaction lacks any kind of bit of passion what a shameI"ve been deceived through the ones that I held in together high acclaim"It is what the is" ns toldIt"s par for the course to fit your moldBlend in, mix in to the chaos it"s much better to to the right inThey scream offer in, offer in, give up those left of her innocenceRing me the end to dryNothing left inside cause my passion left me fifty percent aliveHave I shed the fight?Was it intended to it is in or have to I let this dieI’m right hanging onWith every twisted this ring me the end to dryShould i let this die?I"m lost againShould i blame my self?What once was mine belongs to who elseIt"s fine, it"s fineI think Ill it is in alrightJust ring me out to dried till there’s nothing insideI"ve lost all that I have actually left to lose to youMy passions currently past tense, but I just can"t relocate past itRing me the end to dryNothing left inside reason my passion left me fifty percent aliveHave I shed the fight?Was it meant to be or must I let this dieI’m barely hanging onWith every twisted this rings me out to dryShould i let this die?Took it in my own hands made this a missionWarned before, but didn’t listenA week effort a failure transmissionShould it dice or need to I finish?Ring me the end to dryNothing left inside reason my enthusiasm left me fifty percent aliveHave I shed the fight?Was it meant to be or have to I permit this dieI’m barely hanging onWith every twist this ring me the end to dryShould ns let this die?

6. The man That never Was

I wanna scream in ~ the top of my lungsPissed turn off at myself because that what i’ve doneI’ve been under this pathI’ve felt the wrath that the guilty from my pastIt burns so deepWhat I’ve done to girlfriend I’ll never escapeIt burns therefore deepYou’re whatever I’ll never ever beI have to open my eye to view again to watch the way I was back thenGotta find my way, gotta uncover a means back againTear open my chest to destruction around and tell me why I’m together a messI gained a are afraid that my heart obtained up and leftOh ns somewhere drifting hanging out with regretWe"re laughing making hoax of previous things ns didI call apathy mine one and only friendKeep a street I can be contagiousI’m a small twisted and in dire need of assistanceI won’t quit these behavior if I understand I can"t have itBecause, due to the fact that I’m sick, ns a dickI’m quick with my wordsDraw top top me you"ll get hurtI’m scum, i’m numbThere"s nothing you deserve to do come me that ns haven"t doneI have to open my eye to see again to see the means I was back thenGotta discover my way, gotta find a way back againTear open up my chest to destruction around and tell me why I’m together a messI gained a are afraid that my heart gained up and leftI to be a zero the hollowed out shell of a male that wasYou"re mine mistakeYou"re my mistakeI’m the villainOf this metropolisI’ll sink this shipI’ll burn this bridgeI’ll finish what little life we"re inI need to open my eyes to see again to check out the way I was earlier thenGotta find my way, gotta find a means back againTear open my chest to destruction around and tell me why I’m together a messI acquired a fear that mine heart got up and leftDoes that make sense to feeling so spent?Get this turn off my chestHas the ideal of me came and wentIs this emotion passing? I keep askingIs this temporary? please be temporaryThey to speak it gets better with timeWell it"s been time enough and also I want to live my lifeI let you down now you"ve acquired me ~ above holdI just want to walk home

7. Because that What It"s Worth

For what it"s worth i’m glad you grounding aroundEven after ~ I found out about what you"ve doneNow I obtained some concerns rolling off my tongueAnd i think her answers must be, fine pretty funLast night i spied mine pretty baby v a stranger more than a friendIt"s fine, I"m fineAnswer the question, oh come on just cut the shitYou"re fucking tongue tiedYou store tripping over every lieYour alibis only buy girlfriend timeTil I cut this open, exposing the secrets you"re holdingThe shit friend hide will catch up come you in timeYou gave me all the I require to relocate onNow every the love that I gave is withdrawnI believed we constructed this framework safe and also soundThen you determined to tear the downI can’t store up with how fast you offer upOn the just one who would never offer up ~ above youYou"re fucking tongue tiedYou save tripping end every lieYour alibis just buy friend timeTil I cut this open, exposing the secrets you"re holdingThe shit girlfriend hide will capture up come you in timeYou offered me all that I need to move onSo many thanks for all the wasted timeYou"re no longer on my mindOne thing before you goThere"s other you must knowYou"re worse 보다 living aloneWorth less than trash ~ above the roadYou"ll never ever make anyone miss out on homeYou"re fucking tongue tiedYou store tripping end every lieYour alibis just buy you timeTil I cut this open, exposing the keys you"re holdingThe shit you hide will capture up come you in time

8. I"ll be Fine

Just let it go...Could you offer me some time to think?Another drink, i think that need to sufficeCould you give me a moment, a moment between me and my viceJust a taste to take away my thoughts and how i feelCould you give me a moment?This is mine appealI’m thinking quick term the large picture’s blurred, yet living in the moment simply hurtsDrunk days, drunk nightsI’ll be simply fine, but you understand that’s no the situation tonightThese points take timeI’ll be simply fineEvery oz weighs me downI won"t permit myself drownIt"s just a phase it will go awayIt"s not a step it"s here to stayI’m selling lies, yet no persons buying, like I might quit anytimeThis addiction’s gained me stuck, but don’t fall a heat I’ll be simply fineI feel empty and also aloneHoping this party takes me homeI feeling hopeless and also afraidWhile i drown mine life awayDrunk days, drunk nightsI’ll be just fine, but you know that’s no the instance tonightThese things take timeI’ll be just fineEvery ounce weighs me downI won"t allow myself drownLet this goJust let that go

9. Revolve The Page

Just sit back, simply sit ago and relax all the painLet that goLet them go, those think of me disdainJust sit back, simply sit ago and relax all the painEvery inch that sinks in those feelings walk awayThey say ns beautifulThey say i’m young and also freeBut it"s so difficult to see as soon as these tears burn so deepHow could they it is in so wrong?I’m for this reason alone in mine caveSitting through one foot ~ above the ground and also the other in mine graveDid we ever love properly?Could this yes, really be happening?No one desires you to go awayOh god, but you ended it anywayYou"re as well young to have felt the wayThe opportunity to do it much better is the opportunity you threw awayThis went too much in the dorn wayInstead of tearing out the web page you collection the whole book ablazeI dislike this, I dislike themI want it to endThe voices in my head pretend that they’re my friendThey promised castle promised a irradiate at the endBut I press deeper and also into the darkness ns descendWe never wanted you come goDid we ever before love properly?Could this yes, really be happening?No one wants you to walk awayOh god, but you finished it anywaySo sit back relax and release all her painSit back relax and also release all your painWhispers the demon the haunts mine brainAs darkness close the door in i can’t feeling a thingThis darkness the hides mine bloody angel wingsDid we ever before love properly?Could this really be happening?No one desires you to go awayOh god, yet you finished it anywayI spent my life behind the blindsContent in ~ the darkNever exposed depend a lightUntil the critical beats from my heartI invested my life behind the blindsContent in ~ the darkNever exposed unto a lightUntil the last beats from my heart

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In loving Memory

Beneath charcoal skies my think they roll and slowly fade through timeI assumed I saw you near, called your name forgetting you"d never ever hearMy words resonate and also dance among the void the filled her placeIt"s the little things that grow into the demons the haunt my daysThis vacancy in mine chestIs burn through and also the bliss and the will that I have leftYou know that misery brings firm that’s not that I amBut if regret becomes hope then I will torment the massesMy critical words echo over and also overWish ns could carry you backMy critical words echo over and overThe past is the previous wish I might forgetPassed on, but the past isn"t goneI carry all the wrong we"ve doneEach resentment choose a stoneGuess whatI put your picture back upIt reminds me the what ns should have actually saidI’ll make certain I don’t forgetOff trackWithout a map in my handI try to find my pride and define independenceBow under to the sense of remorseI should stand my groundTo organize the load of insanityAgony is mine realityAgony is my realityStep under stand and also let me breatheAgony is my realityMy critical words echo over and also overWish i could carry you backMy critical words echo over and overThe past is the past wish I might forgetLying in this fifty percent empty bed in between barely alive and halfway to deadBeat under broken and dragged with the mudWith one wing dipped in gold and the various other in bloodI will never ever be wholeLying in this fifty percent empty bed between barely alive and also halfway to deadBeat down broken and also dragged through the mudWith one soup dipped in gold and also the other in bloodMy critical words echo over and overWish ns could carry you backMy critical words echo over and also overThe previous is the previous wish I could forget

11. The One through No One

I"ve to be searching roughly for any way to number out why you changedChecking every drawer in my head and also every fight that we"ve hadJust hoping to find something the guides girlfriend back, yet I never uncover itThis one’s for my hefty heart, it"s hopelessly brokenThis goes to the times i let my self downI"ll never get over themShout out cause I"m wasted and lonelyWith no one to embrace meI"m noble of gift the oneThe one with no oneStill wandering roughly for two weeks nowStuck right here still trying to figure it outHow can you walk off and also leave the way?Just throw three years awayYou stole the stars from mine nights and blacked the end the sun in my daysNow loves acquired me light again and also I can’t acquire used come the spinThis one’s for my hefty heart, it"s hopelessly brokenThis goes come the times i let my me downI"ll never gain over themShout out reason I"m wasted and also lonelyWith no one to embrace meI"m sick of gift the oneThe one with no oneI’ve done all the I can do to shot and forget youIt"s just something ns can"t doIt"s come to be an issueI don’t want to miss out on youThis one’s for my hefty heart, it"s hopelessly brokenThis goes come the times i let my self downI"ll never get over themShout out cause I"m wasted and lonelyWith no one to embrace meI"m sick of gift the oneThe one with no one